If you can post this without raising the incredible ire and discrimination I’m expecting from this question then so be it, also I would ask for a high level of discretion. If this were to get out it would ruin my job. And right now it is my only source of income.
I am a phone sex operator, and I make really good money doing it. I’m also working towards a post-graduate degree. And, of course, I’m a nerd. Now the screwed up thing about my situation, well the thing I think that the majority of your readers would have, and I’m taking a big risk here as you might as well, a problem with is that I’m a straight guy who manipulates his voice to sound just like a woman. I use my nerd knowledge and my talent to portray a nerd girl over the phone in a fantasy manner. I’m not into guys at all and that is 100% of my customer base, but I have a knack for the naughty and really detailing what I would like to hear from a woman and it turns out the majority of my customers like to hear that too. So I do well in what I do but I believe that it is hindering me from finding a girl of my own.
I have my fun with my coworkers, other PSO’s, and that’s fine, but they are not interested in a relationship. They have made it clear and being a PSO myself I definitely respect their position. I would never want a customer of mine to track me down. I’d be so freaked out if I ever actually met a customer face to face. I’d be afraid they’d kill me for what I put them through. I also find that I’m pretty socially awkward to the point where my friends have friends that they will not introduce me to because they don’t want to lose those friends.
It’s true that I found your site by googling how to hit on girls at comic con, but I have a different definition of where I think hitting on a girl should lead. It’s not about sex for me. as I can get that anytime I want, it’s about building a relationship. But in order to do that you have to say hi and introduce yourself and be personable and I only seem to be that with my customers, not out in the real world. Is there a way that My working persona can become my actual persona? and is there a possibility to find a woman out there who would be interested in dating me knowing what I do for money or should I keep that a secret til the day I die?